Wondering..

Have you ever wondered..That even though there is love out there for everyone you just seem to stop searching all of the sudden? If you put so much effort in getting attention from the opposite sex is worth it? If you seem so "boy crazy" then why isn't anyone paying attention to you? If body language or facial expressions don't relate in how you feel about someone? If you see all these beautiful couples all around you, always happy, and smiling..and you? just standing there like and idiot trying to figure out why are you doing that to yourself? Putting yourself down and also putting yourself out there in some weird position so people can recognize you at a random moment, and a second later they just think your invisible all of the sudden? Have you ever wondered?..


"We enter the world alone, we leave the world alone."

What is affectionate love?

Affectionate love is when you definitely find that special someone you are in love with and want to spend the rest of your life with. You come home everyday and plant a kiss on that special someone you love. Treat them everyday like if their yours forever,that's what commitment is,isn't it? It doesn't have to be right now but no matter what you will always have a future with the one you love.(: Everyone in the human nature always dreams and wishes for that someone to come and enter in their life, but like I always say time will come(:just wait awhile..just wait and let it come to you. Don't go out and search for these dreams or wishes because it just might not work out...so you know next time not to put your speedy shoes, put your thinking caps on!

Take it slow(:

Well, it's finally time to take it slow...as others would say when you have finally found the right person for yourself, also meaning not to rush things in a relationship cause' you might sound to obsessive or in other words "deparate". I know it's just time consuming for that person to come to you but once you have them hooked, don't take it too personally but you actually don't. You might think you do, but you dont. So all you wanna do right now it's just take things slow, try to get to know them better,go out on dates, on "real" dates you know. I mean were young and everything but when you try to impress soemone it's not that easy,if they don't they buh-bye. I'm sure most of the times couples like to take things fast because they use that famous quote "you only live once" but I really won't think their realtionship will last long because they won't have nothing else left or to do in the future. Well as for me right now, I'm just worried about these midterms that are coming up and studying and see if I can do something about college during the summer, take some classes or something. Tell me your opinion on this, I mean if your in a relationship, wouldn;t you want to take things slow so your relationship can last longer?



They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.

FCAT

F-C-A-T..ugh that four letter acronym just scares me. Everything about it just adds more stress to my brain. Well today I took the reading re-take for the second time and I better have had passed it. I felt really good about it actually, it was easy. But every single time I say that I fail (knock on wood). Anyway, I just don't think it makes any sense at all. It's just pointless. There's not one teacher out there that likes the FCAT anyway so why worry and stress about it? Well it is toward graduation but you also have the ACT and SAT to worry about. So yea if I pass the FCAT I will be so happy because that's one check mark off my list in getting a car for my 18th birthday(: So I will get on my topic in the next blog(: just wanted to let my stress for the FCAT on here. Thanks(: and goodnight(:


No student knows his subject: the most he knows is where and how to find out the things he does not know. -Woodrow T. Wilson

Nick(:

Well, story time!(: yeyyy! anyways, Nick, where to start...Well in the beginning of this year he started talking to my friend like just talking, and she liked him and decided to fall in love with him which was a HUGE mistake because he had told her in the beginning that he didn't want a relationship between her, so they were just hanging out you know. Then one day, He got really upset because he heard that she was saying rumors about them being boyfriend and girlfriend, which I have no idea if those rumors were true so they just stopped talking. Well he has the right to be upset because she seems to lie a lot and likes to create D-R-A-M-A. So yea. Well, we just recently started talking and he seems really nice, like hes a person that I can actually talk to about my personal problems you know and like I just love hanging out with him. I don't like him like that were just buddies(: But last night we were talking and he told me straight up that he didn't want to start a relationship with me yet because he's not ready for one cause his last girlfriend screwed him over, which I feel bad so I totally understand. I also feel the same way too because I have so many things on my mind with school, and FCAT, and being with my family so yea it's kinda hard to be in a relationship right now. But definately for me, time will come....


Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get - only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything.