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Well yes I finally have a boyfriend:) thank god.:) He's so cuteee:) he asked me out last night over the phone, kind of cheesy, but it was cute:) We just started talking about when were we going to be official and he's like "Babe, will you go out with me?" and I was like "awww:) really? or your just saying that because we were just talking about it?" an he's like "No babe, I really mean it!, and I'm serious!"and I was so happy, that I started to dance in my room and my mom came in and was like, "what's wrong with you?"..lol so told her the good news:). She's hapy for me because all the other guys in the past turned out to be asses, so she's happy that I have finally found the perfect one:). I think my life is almost perfect right now:) Summer is starting, I'm going to start workig as a massage therapist (like I've always dreamed), and I'm finally gonna be a senior!:) and soon off to college:) yeyyyyy!!:) I'm so happy! Well, he's probably gonna come over tomorrow since it's early release my mom said he can come:) he's so cute!!:) I hope my parents like him, which they definately will because he's perfect and is everything I've ever asked for!!:) I hope my sister likes him too, because she's important too..lol:) Mateo&Isabel 05.19.09<3
The date was amazing:)..he was such a gentleman! I was so shocked because I'm used to assholes..haha but omg it was amazing! we ended up seeing ghosts of girlfriends past:) It was funny but I barely paid attention to the movie because we were talking the whole time and just looking at each other:)he's so cute and amazingly perfect:). He held the door for me, he pulled out my chair, everything was just so perfect. :). When we got out, it started raining!and he kissed me in the rain:)ahhhhh..like in the romantic chick flicks:)that never happened to me..I was like omgg,and my heart was pounding inside..hahah.He took me to coldstone afterwards because I was craving a yummy birthday cake remix so he bought it for me and we shared:),he practically fed me my icecream like if I was a little baby, cheesy but it was cute:). That same night we talked for so long, we talk every night now:) He said that he has never met anyone like me and if we end up together that were gonna last for a very long time:)..I can't wait, but I also told him for us to take it slow, which he totally understands:);he also said that it was love at first sight haha, hes so cute:)ahhhh I have early release on thursday so I'm gonna ask my mom if he can pick me up and then we can go out to lunch or he can just stay at school til we leave and were gonna hang on friday too because I wanna see night of the museum 2:) we will see how that goes:). I think it is love at first sight..who knows?
Well, I have a date tomorrow:) with a college guy from FIU well he's 19 which is not that bad. He's really nice!:) I met him through my neighbor,because he used to go riding motorcycles and stuff during like every summer, and then I lost contact with him..but the other day I was at my neighbors house and he was there and I was like omggg! is that Matt? n my neighbor is like yes, he's gotten cuter haha(by the way he was like one of my other neighbor's friends, which they dont hang out any more, oh well.) Well that day I was working on my project inside of my neighbors house and they were outside playiing basketball and Jisi( my neighbor) was texting me saying that we should talk, but I had to go! So last night he texted me at random, lmao and I was like how did you get my number? and he's like jisi gave it to me:) and I was like oh okay! haha so we started talking, he has his own apartment in aventura, and he's with his parents most of the time though which they live by me, and he was telling me how he misses those old days going mudding and having a blast! and we like clicked like it was no other:)..so were going on a date tomorrow:) to the movies to see? idkk..but I wanna see obsessed or ghosts of girlfriends past he said he will pick me up, but I'd rather my mom take me, because so she will always know where I'm at, at all times:)...so right now I guess it looks like I'm dating, hey Im 17, I think Im mature enough to handle sistuations like this. Dating is when you start meeting people and go on dates and getting to know people, so I guess this is my chance to shine:)!
The relationship between my mother and I is perfect!:) I'm so glad I have a person like her in my life. I tell her everything, I want and she will understand me, like even if it doesn't make any sense she will still give me advice on it. So even though mother's day is the day you appreciate your mother, you guys should appreciate her every single day of your lives, because without her, you wouldn't be here. So mothers day weekend was fun! On Saturday, we went to crandon park for a little birthday party of one of my mom's friends son, and stayed at the beach for the rest of the afternoon. That night my mom was anxious to get her present already, so we had given it to her, all four of us gave her her cards and present, we have her a nice dress for her to wear on the beach or where ever and nice sandals that match with it:). On Sunday, we decided to do a barbecue at my house and everybody in my family came over and went in the pool, because it was such a beautiful day! So guys, when you see your mom today, tell her that you love her and you will always have and always will! that will make her day everyday:)
Well yesterday was the most relaxing day of my life! I really needed it, theirs too many things crossing my mind that it can never escape. Well I decided to take the day off, when my sister woke me up at 5 in the morning to go to the beach with her, my cousin, and her best friend, and go to the Fountain Bleau in Miami Beach to just spend the day there, and to see Live with Regis and Kelly. That was a great experience, I got to see Nicole Richie, I didn't like her that much at first but she has changed! Maybe because she's a momma now..lol well anyways the weather was beautiful so we walked all over the hotel, which we haven't been there since I was like 8, it was just so amazing! Once we hit the beach it was time for me to relax and have a good time hitting the waves, and chillin' at the sandbar, then I went back to go tanning, and Yesss I did it!! Im Blackk!! woohoo, haha but it was so relaxing that all the thoughts I had from previous times had washed away with the salty ocean. The funny part was, it was Cinco de Mayo, and I had called my grandma to see how she was doing because my grandparents went on a cruise, and she's like why aren't you guys in school? and we were like because it's a holiday Cinco de Mayo duhhhh! lol.. and she actually believed we celebrated that, even though were not Mexican!?..she's crazy, then we found out she probably had to many margaritas at 12 in the afternoon...haha..well anyways, have you guys found, or have a place where you can just have your thoughts just wash away like that?...tell me.
Well, it's true..no boyfriend any more, it lasted only four days..haha. that's like my shortest relationship ever!! wow, I mean its kind of my fault, well there wasn't anyone to blame it's just that we were taking things too fast, like we barely knew each other, we had the most cutest conversations and we clicked and we had an "intense vibe" about each other, but he was going to fast, so I just told him that we should just be friends first and see what happens at the end, like he still cares about me and still likes me for who I am and stuff, but he totally understood what I told him yesterday, which I end up getting rejected some how in some way..haha. Oh well. I'm glad that I made that decision because now since it's getting close to the end of the year, I'm just worried about my grades and what I have to do to prepare my self for next year..so yeaa I'm just going to settle down for awhile. Well, I'm gonna go love ya guys:)
If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
Yes, guys its surreal, I have a boyfriend(: I knew it! time did come for me(: see, if you guys just wait around..you will see, it will come to you, you will definitely find "the one", it doesn't have to be right now!, we're still young, we could live a little you know? But yea, his name is Raymond(: he's puerto rican, well as he says "newyorican" lol, he graduated from Cypress last year, and he's my friends best friend. He's super nice, loving, and caring.(: He's everything I've ever asked for, and trust me I think this relationship will definitely last long(: I'm a very happy girl(:lol. The funny thing is that when he asked me out, it was the same day as my parents anniversary(:..how cute is that???(:Well yeaa, lets see how this goes...if I have any trouble I will definately ask you guys for your advice...If you guys need anything?any advice on anything..let me know(: Im glad to help you guys on anything(:
We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.
Take your child to work day is a day or a "holiday" as other people call it, where you are allowed to take your kids to the place you work at and spend time with them while your doing your job. Some jobs have tour guides and little parties and luncheons for the kids, which is cute! and other times you just sit around an office doing nothing. Well, today i went with my dad to work. He's the head chief of Miami Dade Water and Sewer, meaning he doesnt have to do anything!! he just sits around all day and tells people what to do, which he loves!haha.. it was kind of boring because we just sat there doing nothing but there sort of a special bond between us, talking about my future and how well I'm doing now and things like that. Well, we drove to all the different construction sites that he had to go in order to inform his workers on where they had to close down a street, or open a hole or something. We also, own two house companies where we put houses and duplexes for rent, so we went to go pick up rent in Carol City, and down South. Then we also own a mechanic shop, so we had to go by there to check up on the workers to see if they were busy or not. Then after that, we went to Casablanca, the best expensive seafood restaurant ever!! Its on the Miami River, it was so nice having lunch outside looking at all the boats pass by in the beautiful weather! Well, I had a fun time with my daddy! and I love what he does, because he works so hard to provide my family and I everything we want and need!
Well what do you know its already the fourth quarter?!???!!... omggg this year went by so fast haha.. anyways this is the time (and yes I admit it) that we begin to get lazy and not care anymore what we do in class and not do what were suppose to be doing. Well I'm here to motivate you guys and kick you guys in the butt to say that were all in this together, I mean come on, we got like what?7 weeks left?dont stop now? why now? just put a little bit more effort in yor work so you can impress your teachers so they have that good vibe (like them saying yeahh, im the best) well sort of, haha.. so guys justdo your best yes I know it going to be summer alreadyy woohooo(: but just try your best thats all I'm asking so Ms. Stoklosa could be happy for us(: and of course for herself(:
Spring break was fun, it could of been longer, like maybe one more week. I finally got a little tan, well not so much of a tan, more like a farmers tan haha...Well, it was fun, I mostly hung out with my family and friends, going shopping, going to the movies, going out to dinner, hanging out by the pool getting a tan, and mostly just hanging out at home watching movies all day. Well not all day, because my mom would complain that the house was a mess every single second so I like deep cleaned every day so she won't get upset and so I could go out later that day. On Monday I went to the Marlins opening day, we go every year just me and my older sister to bond with my dad since we barely see hime becuase he's always working all the time. Then that friday I went to the fair with my family and had such a good time. Then finally on Easter Sunday we went to Metro Zoo in Miami and went to the egg hunt and saw all the animals, the only thing is it was extremely hot and I got a farmers tan. :/..well thats all for noww.
Well, we all know we have those little arguments with our parents once or almost daily..Well those arguments can get bigger once you get older. Before it was like if you had a problem with someone at school, or if your worried that in the first grade you didn't have someone to play with during recess, or if someone bullied you and said that they weren't your friend by putting their "thumb down"...Well as we continue to grow up, we realize that those things we really don't have to worry about. Most of our parents constantly talk to us about our education and how far we should go in our lives in order to have a successful future, but other parents just don't care..which is sad, but that's their problem. Everyday my parents talk to me about my future as we sit down at the dinner time. They do that because they care about me and want me to pursue my dreams. Most teenagers just argue amongst their parents about almost everything. For example, if you have chores in the house and yes you could be busy with different things, but if you would listen what they have to say your life would be so much easier, because they've lived their lives for the better..So if you have time today,go tell your parents that you love them and thank them for their support, because they work so hard to get what you deserve!
Have you ever wondered..That even though there is love out there for everyone you just seem to stop searching all of the sudden? If you put so much effort in getting attention from the opposite sex is worth it? If you seem so "boy crazy" then why isn't anyone paying attention to you? If body language or facial expressions don't relate in how you feel about someone? If you see all these beautiful couples all around you, always happy, and smiling..and you? just standing there like and idiot trying to figure out why are you doing that to yourself? Putting yourself down and also putting yourself out there in some weird position so people can recognize you at a random moment, and a second later they just think your invisible all of the sudden? Have you ever wondered?..
"We enter the world alone, we leave the world alone."
Affectionate love is when you definitely find that special someone you are in love with and want to spend the rest of your life with. You come home everyday and plant a kiss on that special someone you love. Treat them everyday like if their yours forever,that's what commitment is,isn't it? It doesn't have to be right now but no matter what you will always have a future with the one you love.(: Everyone in the human nature always dreams and wishes for that someone to come and enter in their life, but like I always say time will come(:just wait awhile..just wait and let it come to you. Don't go out and search for these dreams or wishes because it just might not work out...so you know next time not to put your speedy shoes, put your thinking caps on!
Well, it's finally time to take it slow...as others would say when you have finally found the right person for yourself, also meaning not to rush things in a relationship cause' you might sound to obsessive or in other words "deparate". I know it's just time consuming for that person to come to you but once you have them hooked, don't take it too personally but you actually don't. You might think you do, but you dont. So all you wanna do right now it's just take things slow, try to get to know them better,go out on dates, on "real" dates you know. I mean were young and everything but when you try to impress soemone it's not that easy,if they don't they buh-bye. I'm sure most of the times couples like to take things fast because they use that famous quote "you only live once" but I really won't think their realtionship will last long because they won't have nothing else left or to do in the future. Well as for me right now, I'm just worried about these midterms that are coming up and studying and see if I can do something about college during the summer, take some classes or something. Tell me your opinion on this, I mean if your in a relationship, wouldn;t you want to take things slow so your relationship can last longer?They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.
F-C-A-T..ugh that four letter acronym just scares me. Everything about it just adds more stress to my brain. Well today I took the reading re-take for the second time and I better have had passed it. I felt really good about it actually, it was easy. But every single time I say that I fail (knock on wood). Anyway, I just don't think it makes any sense at all. It's just pointless. There's not one teacher out there that likes the FCAT anyway so why worry and stress about it? Well it is toward graduation but you also have the ACT and SAT to worry about. So yea if I pass the FCAT I will be so happy because that's one check mark off my list in getting a car for my 18th birthday(: So I will get on my topic in the next blog(: just wanted to let my stress for the FCAT on here. Thanks(: and goodnight(:No student knows his subject: the most he knows is where and how to find out the things he does not know. -Woodrow T. Wilson
Well, story time!(: yeyyy! anyways, Nick, where to start...Well in the beginning of this year he started talking to my friend like just talking, and she liked him and decided to fall in love with him which was a HUGE mistake because he had told her in the beginning that he didn't want a relationship between her, so they were just hanging out you know. Then one day, He got really upset because he heard that she was saying rumors about them being boyfriend and girlfriend, which I have no idea if those rumors were true so they just stopped talking. Well he has the right to be upset because she seems to lie a lot and likes to create D-R-A-M-A. So yea. Well, we just recently started talking and he seems really nice, like hes a person that I can actually talk to about my personal problems you know and like I just love hanging out with him. I don't like him like that were just buddies(: But last night we were talking and he told me straight up that he didn't want to start a relationship with me yet because he's not ready for one cause his last girlfriend screwed him over, which I feel bad so I totally understand. I also feel the same way too because I have so many things on my mind with school, and FCAT, and being with my family so yea it's kinda hard to be in a relationship right now. But definately for me, time will come....Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get - only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything.
Well I have nothing interesting to write about yet, time just has to come to me then I will have the intentions to write about something haha.. well I met this new kid today (: he seems really nice! His name is Nick he's a senior(: and hes cuban like me heehee well we started talking today and hes really nice hes a really nice person to just have a normal conversation with..isnt that great?well i will definately have some more feedback on that a little later(:
Well as you all now I just recently went to Disney World!! It was awesome my sister, my two cousins and I just went without any parents so it was pretty neat. We all had fun. We went for my cousin's 21st birthday so he got in free haha.(neat huh?) We rode almost every single ride you can possibly think of. Oh I went to Magic Kingdom by the way...and I saw my boyfriend Donald Duck<333 During my trip to Disney I realized that the most important people in my life are the ones who usually care about me and love me so much! so trusting my peers is worthless...blehhhhh
As far as I know, I quit on love. Not entirely, I just quit for now. Time will come, people will come and go, but as for right now I quit. Nothing or no one has made me make this decision it just came to my mind on how I just need to focus on love a little less, and be focusing on other things as well. For right now, I really don't need anybody to make me happy or comfort me in any way I should just be happy with myself, it would be nice to have someone feel extra special, but like I always say time will come. Just wait a while and you'll see, well I'm gonna go now tell me what you guys think...it's just been really hard lately, just all these mixed emotions are driving me nuts!..good night..Hope you have a great weekend. By the way I'm going to Disney this weekend so that should be fun!(:
Valentine's Day is a big load of crap. It's the day when you supposedly show your love to someone that you love; but when you are with someone, don't you already love them enough because they have entered into your life? Well, some people just have an excuse or makes up an excuse to find someone for themselves to spend valentine's day with or like us high school teenagers think ahead into what is really going to happen on Valentine's Day?, but I actually think no one really needs that. Time will come, sooner or later you will enter into a complete different world and not care whether it's Valentine's Day or not because once you find that person to spend your life with that's the one and only priority to spend the rest of your life with the person you love. So Valentine's Day really, doesn't make any sense if you are not actually in love with the person your with.
Well to begin with, being lead on and rejected is mainly the same aspect into getting your heart broken at the end. There are many signs in which you know someone is leading you on into getting what they "want". When a guy/girl immediately knows you have some kind of feelings for them they just take advantage and go for it like either flirt or just mainly hang out with you 24/7. Then you finally get the urge and feeling to tell them how you feel and there like "No I only like you as a friend." Which some guys say that because they don't want to ruin the friendship or they just don't want a intimate realtionship. Well anyways, I've been led on many times before, I just don't seem to relize it at the end, which sucks because once you find out then your like man I should of gotten revenge back hahahaha..lol. The thing is I'm like friends more with guys than with girls, because guys are like easier to talk to and everything and girls just create the five letter word: D-R-A-M-A. So like I said in my other blog, it's better to just shut up and enjoy the silence, because eventually time will come....
P.s. Just to point out something, my dad told me the other day that I should also keep my feelings inside because guys are mainly attracted to the shy pretty girls, not the loud obnoxious pretty ones haha because they are the main ones that like to cause D-R-A-M-A.
"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him"
When you get rejected by someone you just mainly feel like crap. Your heart brakes into little tiny microscopic pieces that you can't even feel inside but it's just there. Rejection is way how someone can lower your self-esteem, especially when that someone you like has rejected you in some way, shape, or form. You also get over the fact that that person doesn't like you but also when you tell someone your feelings about them then they either won't talk to you or just won't be as close to you. That's why it's just always better to keep your mouth shut and let them come to you."When you are deeply in love, heartbreak can be traumatic. If you are going through a period of heartbreak, you must accept the fact that life goes on and so must you. Face those feelings of rejection and anger by acknowledging them, dealing with them, and then achieving closure. The most important thing is to get in touch with reality. Here are some thought-provoking heartbreak love quotes. These heartbreak love quotes show you the road to recovery and make it a lot less bumpy."
Well just letting you know that I think II have finally made my decision..but I'm still not one-hundred percent sure. I'm just gonna go with the flow lol.. anyways, I'm really happy right now because yea I'm not going to give details, but the kid that i recently met omg like he makes me smile a lot, it's so cute. I've never smiled so much in my life hahaaa, I even smile when he "tries" to make fun of me lol (: heehee... He's like, I dont know there's too many words, phrases,etc. to describe him (: well anyways so I'm probably going to stick with this one..buttttttt i dont know, we shall see what happens, the thing is that I've gotten really close to him so I really don't wanna ruin our friendship,which also matters, but we can work that out..right??
Well, I really need help, I have this guy that I like and that I met not too long ago, and he is starting to like me a lot, but he doesn't go to my school. I talk to him everyday and he just suddenly fell in love with me, he loves everything about me too, which is awesome. I was so shocked, but the thing is I'm really not that into him like I was before, but he is just so like I don't know how to explain it, like he always tells me I'm beautiful and that he loves me and that he wants us to be together and all that stuff but I just don't feel the same, not just yet. Well, here's the thing I met this other kid in my school just recently, and he seems so nice and so cool, funny, smart, and he's so cute(: lol... and were starting to get close but i don't want to say anything yet to him because I want to slow things down you know, just get to know him better and stuff, to see how he really is. I asked his friend if he would go for a girl like me and he said he definately will, so we will see what happens in the next couple of weeks. I just want someone in my life that would love and care about me, just someone who would always be there to comfort me you know and I think this one might be it. I just don't know what to do with Eddy?(which is the other kid) but I also want to see the person that I'm with everyday you know? I don't know....:(
Thanks for all the comments guys, I really appreciate it. Well I didn't get to introduce my self, my name is Isabel, "Isa" for short(:, I'm loud, very talkative, and I always like to have fun because hey, you only live once. Other than that, I'm a pretty cool kid to hang around with, I have a lot of friends that are always there for me when I need them because i always look up to them as the same way they look up to me. But most importantly, I'm always with my family, they always come first in my life and that's the way it's going to be. I would love to finish high school and go off to college to become a physical therapist, that is my dream that I've always wanted since the beginning of my high school career. So I'm going to do my best in passing all those tests I need to pass in order to get into college. Anyway, enough about me, since my blogs are about relationships, tell me when was your worst/best relationship that you've ever had that never gets off your mind. Good bye now(:"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."-Dr. Seuss
During a relationship, Most guys lie there way into getting what they truly want, which we all know what that "something" really is. Why do they lie? why cant they just tell us the truth? It wont really matter to us in the future if you tell us the truth. We have all gotten hurt by the truth but it will be worse if you just lie. One time, I became really close with this boy that i met last year during school. He was really nice and we clicked really fast and became "biffles", We would talk and see each other every single day and we had so much in common in everything. then we started talking about being together because I made the mistake and told him that I had feelings for him and he felt the same way but he had a girlfriend, but he realized how nice I was and how much he meant to me. He was such a good friend of mine but I didn't want him to break up with his girlfriend, two months later he was like I really want to be with you and I was like ok you want to give it a try? and he was like I would love too. So we did we were just talking for a couple months and one day I asked him you want to hang out? and hes like umm no? and i was like what the heck? he's like i went back with my girlfriend and im like ok?? and then his girlfriend texts me saying like ohh why do you keep on talking to my boyfriend he only likes you as a friend and blah blah blah and I was kind of confused for a moment I was like whatever forget you and i stopped talking to him. Then he comes back to me saying that he's not with his girlfriend anymore that she moved and I was like fine ill give you another chance so then we did and then he just stopped talking to me so I was like okay whatever. Then I texted him and hes like leave me alone (bi-polar much?) your so obsessive with me and annoy me so much your so immature and was saying these nasty things about me so I was like whatever I ignored that because thats what he says all the time when we fight. Now when I look at him, put it this way, I dont even look at his face anymore because he has hurt me in so many different ways its not even funny. I never show my feelings and emotions to anyone but he was the first guy ever that made me cry and I was shocked because I never ever cried over a guy before. So yea now he has a new girlfriend which he probably uses her to just get what he wants. Has this ever happened to you guys before? Dont you just extremely hate when guys do this? Why cant they just fall in love for who you are no what you have?
"People say not to cry because it’s over but
to smile because it happened but how can you
do that when just thinking of the good times
makes you wanna cry because
you realize what you’re missing?"
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