(:

Well I have nothing interesting to write about yet, time just has to come to me then I will have the intentions to write about something haha.. well I met this new kid today (: he seems really nice! His name is Nick he's a senior(: and hes cuban like me heehee well we started talking today and hes really nice hes a really nice person to just have a normal conversation with..isnt that great?well i will definately have some more feedback on that a little later(:

Disney(:

Well as you all now I just recently went to Disney World!! It was awesome my sister, my two cousins and I just went without any parents so it was pretty neat. We all had fun. We went for my cousin's 21st birthday so he got in free haha.(neat huh?) We rode almost every single ride you can possibly think of. Oh I went to Magic Kingdom by the way...and I saw my boyfriend Donald Duck<333 During my trip to Disney I realized that the most important people in my life are the ones who usually care about me and love me so much! so trusting my peers is worthless...blehhhhh

I quit:/

As far as I know, I quit on love. Not entirely, I just quit for now. Time will come, people will come and go, but as for right now I quit. Nothing or no one has made me make this decision it just came to my mind on how I just need to focus on love a little less, and be focusing on other things as well. For right now, I really don't need anybody to make me happy or comfort me in any way I should just be happy with myself, it would be nice to have someone feel extra special, but like I always say time will come. Just wait a while and you'll see, well I'm gonna go now tell me what you guys think...it's just been really hard lately, just all these mixed emotions are driving me nuts!..good night..Hope you have a great weekend. By the way I'm going to Disney this weekend so that should be fun!(:

Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is a big load of crap. It's the day when you supposedly show your love to someone that you love; but when you are with someone, don't you already love them enough because they have entered into your life? Well, some people just have an excuse or makes up an excuse to find someone for themselves to spend valentine's day with or like us high school teenagers think ahead into what is really going to happen on Valentine's Day?, but I actually think no one really needs that. Time will come, sooner or later you will enter into a complete different world and not care whether it's Valentine's Day or not because once you find that person to spend your life with that's the one and only priority to spend the rest of your life with the person you love. So Valentine's Day really, doesn't make any sense if you are not actually in love with the person your with.

Been Led On?

Well to begin with, being lead on and rejected is mainly the same aspect into getting your heart broken at the end. There are many signs in which you know someone is leading you on into getting what they "want". When a guy/girl immediately knows you have some kind of feelings for them they just take advantage and go for it like either flirt or just mainly hang out with you 24/7. Then you finally get the urge and feeling to tell them how you feel and there like "No I only like you as a friend." Which some guys say that because they don't want to ruin the friendship or they just don't want a intimate realtionship. Well anyways, I've been led on many times before, I just don't seem to relize it at the end, which sucks because once you find out then your like man I should of gotten revenge back hahahaha..lol. The thing is I'm like friends more with guys than with girls, because guys are like easier to talk to and everything and girls just create the five letter word: D-R-A-M-A. So like I said in my other blog, it's better to just shut up and enjoy the silence, because eventually time will come....
P.s. Just to point out something, my dad told me the other day that I should also keep my feelings inside because guys are mainly attracted to the shy pretty girls, not the loud obnoxious pretty ones haha because they are the main ones that like to cause D-R-A-M-A.

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him"

Rejection:/

When you get rejected by someone you just mainly feel like crap. Your heart brakes into little tiny microscopic pieces that you can't even feel inside but it's just there. Rejection is way how someone can lower your self-esteem, especially when that someone you like has rejected you in some way, shape, or form. You also get over the fact that that person doesn't like you but also when you tell someone your feelings about them then they either won't talk to you or just won't be as close to you. That's why it's just always better to keep your mouth shut and let them come to you.




"When you are deeply in love, heartbreak can be traumatic. If you are going through a period of heartbreak, you must accept the fact that life goes on and so must you. Face those feelings of rejection and anger by acknowledging them, dealing with them, and then achieving closure. The most important thing is to get in touch with reality. Here are some thought-provoking heartbreak love quotes. These heartbreak love quotes show you the road to recovery and make it a lot less bumpy."

Happy(:

Well just letting you know that I think II have finally made my decision..but I'm still not one-hundred percent sure. I'm just gonna go with the flow lol.. anyways, I'm really happy right now because yea I'm not going to give details, but the kid that i recently met omg like he makes me smile a lot, it's so cute. I've never smiled so much in my life hahaaa, I even smile when he "tries" to make fun of me lol (: heehee... He's like, I dont know there's too many words, phrases,etc. to describe him (: well anyways so I'm probably going to stick with this one..buttttttt i dont know, we shall see what happens, the thing is that I've gotten really close to him so I really don't wanna ruin our friendship,which also matters, but we can work that out..right??